They’ve been separated for years, but 9ice’s ex-wife, Toni Payne
seems to still be suffering from a hangover of the failed union.
Toni Payne, who birthed 9ice’s first child, before going ending the
marriage, has penned a heartfelt message on her Instagram page.
In the message, Payne, who is also into poetry, says she is being
accused and hated for something she did not do. She added that “I have
been called every name in the book because I love the wrong person”.
She wrote: “The other day I lost my cool when I shud av ignored cos I
let people who do not matter get to me. It got me trending in a way I
did not like and that for me I can’t ignore. Till today, I get an
unreasonable amount of hate for something I did not do. I ignore most
times but this time I reacted. I’ve been thru a lot so sometimes I find
them hard to ignore, maybe because Iv addressed it to the point that it
feels like it will never go away. I’ve been called every name in the
book, bitch, attn seeker, etc simply because I loved the wrong person
but still I held my head high choosing to carry on. ”
“I do my best to stay true to who I am and be a good person. Tho sum
may deem it weakness, I’m a free spirit and av no problem baring my soul
so yes I’ll admit, even though I’m strong, it sometimes gets to me. Not
because their opinions matter but because I even have to deal with it
in the first place and most of the time it feels surreal. I understand
that not everyone will like me, so they will use anything they can
against me. I probably wouldn’t care if it was something I actually
did,” Toni Payne added.
She also referred to the incident of a few days ago, where she
reacted angrily to fans on Twitter, after being accused of cheating on
9ice. Payne also stated that she has accepted her fate, that she will
have to live with the rumour for the rest of her life.
“Then I’ll accept that It is what it is. I wish I could explain the
feeling of being wrongly accused in that magnitude. It’s like a million
welts digging deep at your soul, and no one seems to understand you. To
some it’s funny, to some it’s a headline, to me, it’s reassurance I have
to give my son that a nasty rumor was badly mismanaged. It’s the
explaining I will be doing in the years to come.”
“It’s irritating when it keeps popping up and I have to turn the
other cheek but I’m learning each day to always keep my cool. I’m happy
and content but also human. Excuse me if I react sometimes to stupidity
thrown in my direction.. God gave me a fresh start and for that I should
be grateful.. Apologies if I disappointed anyone by clapping back…..I
promise next time to try harder to ignore and hopefully this will be the
last of it… Xoxo #Osha”
Also, a new account has popped up on Instagram
called ‘Mamapikinn’ and the person says she is a friend of Toni Payne
and she told the whole story of Toni Payne’s marriage with 9ice.
